empyreal: my adoration is overwhelming, and perfectly sublime. can you hear my heartbeat beneath the pounding implications of your own self-absorbed conceit? the snow is cold, but not as cold as you, and it falls like i do, swirling down and suffocating; pure but getting filthy. you were lying when you whispered 'days are not the same without you.' you only like nights anyway, when it's too dark to see the hurt in my eyes and the betrayal your lips form.
i am torn between this embryonic infatuation and my own well-being; i cannot have both. you make me break, too full of love to allow my lungs' expansion. how did i convince myself you were w
you are rage; you are my world on fire. embrace me and crush the life out of me. every day this abhorrence overcomes me and i keep forgetting how to accept this disdain. now you falter and you fall; you tumble, pushed by your own malevolence into becoming something atrocious. i will forget you, my burning martyr, because your malignancy erases any memory worth keeping. you are horrid, and so you pass away, my world on fire, into an abyss of your own hatred, and you are forgotten.
failmefailmefailmefailme
i never wanted love
and oh, these sleepless nights are cold without you
but i never wanted love
drowsy melancholy, and i can't glue on my smile today - it just won't take. i can't fake it today, i can't pretend i don't want you. i never wanted love, but you - weren't you something better then that? you were adoration and security - you were it. you were everything, but meant nothing and now you're gone - now i miss you. i can't fake happiness today; it's too hard to laugh when there's tears in your eyes.
goodbye, goodbye, goodbye
From within the confines of the penumbra I watched her, my Lover, so perfectly unaware of me; so astonishingly lonely. It was right, that she was alone, for so was I, and so would I always be. Swallowed by death, forfeit to eternity, I would always be alone – because of her. I had died for her, for our loss of synchrony! How foolish was I, to think she would mourn me, she would follow me and we would love again! Oh, I was silly, and now I am alone, but at least she is too…
Oh, my beautiful liar! Oh, my sweet, beautiful Liar! Oh, she is beautiful, but, how she is full of lies! She told me once she loved me more than the sun. More than the sun
The morning was cold and gray as it dawned, but the sun persisted in her radiant ascendancy, triumphing slowly. For the rest of Aurelia's life she would remember this day; the day she met Kaidrin. She had been awakened by the first light and even now, while the sun was just peering over the horizon, she was padding barefooted through the meadow, the knee high grasses swishing against her naked limbs. Dew flung itself against her fur wrap, dampening the hairs until the clung to her lissome form. The rising sun caught upon Aurelia's ashen blonde hair, alighting it like a halo. That was how Kaidrin first saw her. Lying prone, lost amongst a tuft